So this is how it's gonna be...

For the rest of my life.

What if I live to be 80? 

That's 60 years without you!!

Everyone says not to think about that.

But how can I not?

How can I not think about that when we both thought we'd have much more time together.

I don't want to live that long without you.

I want you to come back mama.

Please come back, just for a quick visit?

I love you!